totheABCs

For you

2009-09-21T11:57:46Z

Do you still read this? you used to even though i hadn't posted anything in a year. it doesn't matter anymore.

Remember what you told me? You said your parents told you that you better be careful because i would suck up your soul and you life, and then throw you away once i was done? well guess what. that's exactly what you did to me. you kept me waiting; you kept me believing. and in the end, you left me by myself.

i'm sore. i'm sick of crying. i'm tired of acting like everything is okay. because it's not.

Because i miss you.

BLAH.

2008-10-07T11:28:28Z

hhahahahahahhahaha. i spy with my little eye a dead blog. and im so freaking bored. october break is like the boring-est holiday ever. omg. i need to learn how to edit photos and i need more dance photos and i desperately need to get a prom dress now.

olevels in two weeks. yay. cant wait for those to be over.

lalala~

2008-09-07T04:41:17Z

i feel so much better today. recharged. this past week was so freaking hectic. homework forcing me to stay up till 1 everyday probably caused my sore throat on thursday night -.- but nice things happened too, i guess.

first birthday in school(: sweet 16. nothing special, but random people wishing me in the library and stuff was sweet. and so was the super duper sweet cupcake which anne bought, but calvin carried, i think. lol. but thanks for all the wall posts and smses(((:

and and and! i got like 90 for my sales pitch re-write! freaking happy, considering the fact i got a measly 74 the first time. and 93 for the letter is awesome too. yay me :D

dance exchange yesterday was intense. im sore all over now. but it was really really fun. 5 classes - contemp, ballet, chinese contemp, jazz and hiphop. i guess scdance really was good for me, defined me as the dancer i am now. omg! there was this freaking good korean girl named sienna and she was really cool. could do penche and stuff. and her friends were breakers! ahhhhhh :D but i still heart biru's dancing.

yup. dinner last night plus gloves <3 laughed so hard my head hurt.
thanks aditya, tat, john and marj

i should hurry up and finish my work so i can watch GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2. go me

totheabcs @ 2008-08-31T16:15:00

2008-08-31T08:21:24Z

damn she's amazing:

Camille Bracher, and she's 16 this year. jealouss):

i heart foot thongs and milo. heehee <3

i'd rather be micheal phelps than brad pitt

2008-08-23T07:02:16Z

why is there so much homework? plus that shit quiz on calc, which im going to fail because i dnt know anything that is going on in class and i end up just copying the answers on the back of the textbook when i do my homework. and it has only been the second week of school.

and i seriously need to find out where i can get my hands on that samsung F700, since singtel dsnt carry it, and people are getting starry-eyed over the iphone.

i miss this:

(courtesy of Serena, who did an awesome job with photos)

i want to get my scprom dress now now now. i dreamt of shopping for it last night. except in my dream, i woke up just as i was going to try it on. hahah! but jeannette was in it, and she had tried on this dark green, satin, chinese looking thing, which was quite nice. i think.

patience, karina, patience.

p.h.o.n.e!

2008-08-15T13:57:54Z

okay, i have decided that i don't want that lg phone anymore. because lg is unreliabe and samsung has cooler, SLIMMER phones :D

SGH - F700

SGH - F480

school has basically been a whirlwind and a blur. no point talking about that, except that i hope i get into a tuesday dance rehearsal so that i can do touch rugby on wednesday. hehe(:

and i think michael phelps is super cool. i bet he was a fish in his past life. lol.

anxiety usually gets the better of you

2008-08-09T14:26:20Z

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

~~ok shit, im really scared of going to school now :/~~

till tonight do us part;

2008-08-05T15:35:50Z

i have noticed that weird things seem to happen when you attempt to clear your room, which is what i've been doing. attempting to clear my room, i mean.

firstly. the parents start to nag. everyday. every five minutes. its like their life depends on the room being cleared. why do they care whether their kid's room is neat and tidy? it's not like its their room.

second. you find stuff. like i found 50 dollars worth of kino vouchers. and this is the best part. they're good till the end of the year :D

third. you find stuff. missing. like wth. i found out that i have a pair of jeans missing. vanished. poof. and they were a good pair too. hurr.

and fourth. even though the room is noticeably neater and emptier, especially on the table and bookshelves, the floor somehow, becomes more cluttered.

now, isnt that weird?

anyway, i found new songs and new artistes to listen to. yay me(:

you're not for me

2008-07-29T16:59:59Z

i just wanted to say that i think my livejournal is getting quite pampered. i've been giving it alot of attention these past few days. and not to mention, i indulged on a tagboard and gave it to my livejournal. it can be found on the left, under the links. frankly, i gave the tagboard to my livejournal because i know some people hate the human-identification thing when they comment, but im just going to let my livejournal think i that im just pampering it(:

my parents came back from newyork today. they were supposed to land at 630 in the morning. but my dad messaged me the night before, saying that they would be delayed by min 4 hours. so, i was REALLY hoping that they come home at 1-ish and take me out for lunch! but they decide to come home at oh, i don't know, 530? that's almost 12 hours difference! turns out they got delayed in frankfurt for 7 hours, and THEN got diverted to bangkok. w.o.w. imagine seven hours in an airport. -shudders.

and i got another blister under my big toe. but its totally worth it, seeing that i got it from ryan's class yesterday (monday). i really wonder why so many of the urban mixers go to his class. clarice and her friend showed up! totally cool and unexpected(: now i just need to figure out how to take the bus back from the place without getting lost OR getting chased off the bus by the driver. malu!

i miss my bus buddies!

it's the mortal cup, not the mortal toilet bowl;

2008-07-27T17:33:21Z

argh. look at the time. i feel so guilty.

and there's quite alot to say, but im too lazy to.

prelims start tomorrow. GOOD LUCK((((((:

and i wanna buy city of ashes. maybe i'll finish it in another 6 hours, just like i did city of bones. jace is so freaking S.E.X.Y.

oh yes, and did you notice, i like using this m.e.t.h.o.d to emphasize stuff.

and also, i've been using alot of heehee.

i think im using alot of 'and's in this post.

im watching solitary now. its quite funny. too bad this is the first time im watching it, and its already the final 3.

but, i guess the only reason i get to stay up late is cos my parents are in new york for a wedding. damn lucky shits.

my mom said if i had decided on sas earlier, i could've gone.

solirtary just ended. its quite interesting lah, omg.

i wiki-ed it, the vietnamese won. i like him. yay.

dewei's telling me about how his friends walk in circles after they spin for 45, while he walks straight for 2 m.

and about how he has motion sickness, and it's his parents' fault.

haha!

and as much as i don't really like miley cyrus, i think 7 things is quite a nice song.

i wanna go to sentosa.

went to sentosa yesterday, and i got to do the luge 3 times :D

and i ended up with 3 luge chops.

one on my hand, one on my face, and one on my leg.

how funky is that!

oh, and did i mention that i bought a dress thing?

heather says its nice.

A.W.E.S.O.M.E!

if you text it i'll delete it;

2008-07-24T06:46:59Z

heehee. i was blog hopping when i came across this:

1 - Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random. The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Random Quotations: http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3. The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album. If you want to do this again, you’ll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again.

3 - Go to flickr’s “Explore The Last Seven Days” http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/. Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

Superosity
Develop A Little Strength

i am currently addicted to the P.S I Love You soundtrack, as well as Sarah Mclachlan and James Blunt. and there's a whole load of stuff in my 'i wish i had/hadn't done' list. i wonder how i'm going to get back to the school mode again. i've realised that i have just wasted this whole year by doing random, retarded stuff, and hardly anything productive. sigh.

and i think, as much as i enjoy the whole not studying and going out gig, i miss going to school.

which is why going back yesterday was fun. my ahboy and chuch are the next vice/head for next year's prefectorial board! like awesomezxzxzxzxz. heehee. and I WILL NOT FORGET THE STEPS KELLIE TAUGHT US YESTERDAY. yay me(:

oh yes, i totally want nate archibald's phone in gossip girl! but since they dont carry it in singapore (so lousy!), i'll just settle for the LG KU990R

this is why i always can't wait for the novembers of even years, 2006 2008 2010 etc.

night lift up the shades let in the brilliant light of morning

2008-07-22T04:22:36Z

i woke up today just as they were about to start recess. so waste time lah! and i havent seen them in a week. okay, im going back tmrw during recess. they had better not pon school just because its a slack day.

yesterday i dragged my butt down to o school for ryan's lyrical class (((((((((((((: it was everything i had expected it to be, just like the few mondays when he came to sc, just that the studio was, well, smaller. heh. and they use like the ezlink system to pay for class, which was quite cool. but the only thing bad about class on mondays is that i cant catch so you think you can dance ):

i still want these, AREN'T THEY COOL:

im still dont know whether to go for tech class on wednesday. the people scare me :/ heh heh.

and prelims suck to the max, or as sub says, dy/dx<0! because! yesterday mrs low gave them a holiday for all the olvl and prizes and stuff, AND WE COULDNT GO OUT COS THEY HAD TO STUDY. so nonsense. but i think i shall go shopping today.

but this still spells L.O.V.E (:

its actually not that boring if you think about it.

2008-07-17T12:23:48Z

my first week of being a school drop-out is almost over. and there are only 3 more to go. noooo )): i want my holiday to go on forever! heehee.

monday, i WALKED to school after picking up hciso tickets from kenneth. it took me about an hour. at least now i can say i've walked to school, because woodlands is just too far to get to by foot. it takes more than an hour by mrt. -.-

tuesday was quite nice. john ditched me for his grandmother in the afternoon though. but raffles city for dinner + talk and victoria concert hall for hciso. they played serenade! it was REALLLLLYY nice. kind of different. it was faster, but it had more layers, which made it cooler. and i liked the last part of the last movement. :D and i always get a kick out of making fun of the conductor. oops :x

yesterday was funn. woke up at 9 and got to school at 1120 for mass recess. THEY WERE HAVING RACIAL HARMONY CELEBRATIONS! and they were wearing saris and sarongs and what have you not. of course, shirts and shorts are the traditional costumes for the karina people, so naturally i turned up in those :D so after prom rehearsal, i decided to crash ce and emath. just that ms beh, being her normal jing jing ji jiao self, 'took back' the ce period for amath. alamak! but class was quite empty cos people ponned school and mel had sore eye and eryn and deb were/are at hwachong.

met up with kellie at her place at 530. she had persuaded me to join her tech class. it was fun. havent danced in a long time, and now im aching like crap. im walking funnily cos my inner thighs are killing me. the people kind of intimidate me though. shrugs. floor was too slippery for ballet shoes. I WANT FOOT THONGS! i think they are the ultimate!

today was boring. watched i am legend and was half way through p.s. i love you before i had to leave my comfortable sofa and go for tll. heh.

i think i shall go upload photos onto facebook now. and i will/shall/MUST call o school and la dance connections tmrw. ugh.

the new day comes

2008-07-13T16:11:06Z

last day of sc was on friday, but it seemed so long ago, and quite surreal. tmrw will be interesting :/

anyway, scdance concert 08 was a blast! again, thanks for everything. the memories, the pictures, THE PRESENTS. im really glad saturday was full house. ohhh, and mrs chan gave us an issue of a super freaking cool (but quite expensive) dance mag((((((: and my juniors are so nice! like really really. i guess we just didnt have the chance to know each other that well. shriugs.

camwhoring week coincided with my last week, which is perfectly fine by me. now i have like 10 (or more!) emails a day from facebook, saying someone has tagged me in a photo :D ahhh, but thanks for the big big big dog (jan! she's sitting in my living room so that everyone can see her), patchy (guan! happy confirmation, is that what they call it? patchy's really cute!), spongebob balloon from coolbob and mel! and of course the other letters from everyone and THE BOARD! -(sad/happy/warm feeling)sigh. and teachers gave me books. heehee. i liked the way mr jo's present was wrapped. and, my muscles hurt-ed on sat from lugging the stuff home. oh, and last bus ride and cozy corner with bi((: ohh, and chuch, your one litre of tears and flowers were lovelyyyy(:

but, moving on, i think sas's uniform shop is way cooler than shanghai tailor (who sells sc uniform?) or bibi and baba. heh heh. cos its like in a mini clothes department store in holland v, which actually sells not-bad clothes. heehee.

p.s. GOOD LUCK FOR CHEM SPA!
ACID + CARBONATE ------> CARBON DIOXIDE + WATER + SALT!

walking down the 4sy memory lane

2008-07-12T09:26:27Z

welcome to 4sy, where the fun never ends

and i love the last photo of the sec4 hiphoppers <3

scdance; the one and only

2008-07-12T05:01:16Z

THANKS FOR ALL THE FLOWERS/CANDIES/LETTERS/CARDS/STUFF! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THEMMM((:

almost captured on camera.

2008-07-11T14:02:50Z

no, i haven't forgotten about my lj. and i know i should blog about last and this week.
but, maybe after the tears have dried up :/

im such list-kind-of person

2008-07-02T12:11:10Z

i've made a list of what i want to do after i leave sc.

PILATES!
like whooo whoo whoo! tone abs, thighs and arms here i come! as well as lenghthened muscles. now, who wouldnt want to go, right? :D

STREET JAZZ!
fusion of hip hop and jazz. hip hop, but not so awkward. yay!

LYRICAL JAZZ/CONTEMP!
so expressive. and i totally love what ryan does. TRAVIS WALL and NICK LAZZARINI!

WAKEBOARDING!
so cool, so cool! i heard it was expensive, but im going to do research! ahha :D

haha. i wanted to do pole dancing at jitterbugs. NO, NOT THE SEXY/SCANTY/SLUTTY KIND. but the exercise one, with all the freaking cool tricks. but then it said that minimum age was 18 -.- but the funny thing was, there was pole dancing for kids age 7-12. so, why aren't there any classes for those 13-17?! and if a 12 year old kid really liked pole dancing, how would she continue pole dancing if there's no class for her! tsk.

im not sure about ballet. cos though the technique and stuff is really good, i need to stop going on pointe for awhile. and, i dont know any good ballet schools, besides sba and dance spectrum and crestar. but, what i really want is for miss ong to come back and teach):

a little digression, doesn't jensen ackles have the really endearing, boyish look?

i wonder if i'll be able to find the time to do all the stuff i want to do. and not to mention the fact that i SHOULD go and do some volunteering stuff. hehh. oh, and amath was like quite bad. but! i had some of the answers right when i looked through the tys answers. awesomezz(:

i swear, the teachers are out to make my life miserable before i leave :D

2008-07-01T12:05:36Z

amath test tmrw and two geog papers. WHAT KIND OF NONSENSE IS THIS!

i wanted to blog about something, but i forgot what that something was. so i'll leave at that. bye!

donut flavoured icecream would be a little weird. but then again, there's already teh tarik.

2008-06-26T14:13:46Z

i've been blogging way way too much. and there's nothing much happening! and guess what, my mom wants me to have an extra week of school after concert. which means, i have to do physics SPA skill 3 and sign up for a career talk and do more homework. ah sigh. nevermind. the week will past really fast, just like it's already friday tomorrow! and also, it means i have more time to write my testimonial, since i have like, given up on it. heh heh.

i really want to watch tv now! but since my brother got yelled at for not doing his holiday homework, it is really not wise to turn the tv on, since he is supposed to be doing his project and not watching tv, as well as the fact that my parents condemn tv on the weekdays. unless of course it's a friday or its parental guidance or so you think you can dance or american idol (when it was still showing). i tried watching dirty sexy money yesterday, but my dad promptly switched the tv off. so yeah.

omg. let me complain about some person who has some entrepreneur thing every monday. BECAUSE OF HIS ENTREPRENEUR THING, he had a CHEM TEST today. and because of that chem test, i couldnt pass him his tickets, and i didnt get my 30 dollars back. HURRRRR. and then he comes telling me that i could've had lunch and done my compre with him. aiyoooooooo. but, then i realised, it was my fault cos i couldnt be bothered to wait another half an hour. hahhahahahaha :D

i kind of can't wait for saturday's full dress(:

step aside orlando bloom

2008-06-25T12:41:12Z

school today was absolutely we-didnt-do-anything-productive. the only proper lesson i had was probably elec geog, and i hate to say it, chinese, because we copied the corrections to the mock paper, which i have previously mentioned, I PASSED. heehee. and we had three periods of ENEMY AT THE GATES.

omgggg, it was such a good movie. basically, its about world war 2, when the germans wanted to expand their territory to russia, and how one of the russian snipers (jude law -swoon swoon swoon) shoots people down. haha. the germans had a sniper too, and he was damn freaking smart, like could tell where jude law's character is and everything. but of course, the good guys won. and we were debating on who was going to die and everything. i really wanted the girl to die, though. hehh.

and we figured that, jude is not a very nice name. its just weird. like, 'hey, jude!' and you cant say 'jude is so hot!' but instead, 'jude law is so hot!' you know? but, he just has this manly charm about him. hahaha. yay jude law!

ohohoh! and i've done most of my chem and im half way through drafting my testimonial. go me! :D ninemoredays till nostalgia and fear start to kick in.

fetish for desserts

2008-06-23T13:40:23Z

oh god, help me. i need to break out of my addiction for desserts. yesterday i had three types of cakes: strawberry shortcake with lots of cream and icing, strawberry tart and chocolate cake with truffle at the bottom. and today, i had three types of desserts: one slice of blueberry cheesecake(made by yours truly :D), left over almond jello with lychee and ANOTHER slice of blueberry cheesecake. totally totally sinful. how to look nice in violin concerto costume with all this food in me! huhhh!

first day of school was not bad, i guess. i passed my mocks, namely emath and chinese(which i am ecstatic about). and though i should be doing my chem homework now, seeing that there's chem tomorrow, i really can't be bothered, because i have this gutt feeling that, by tomorrow, most of my teachers know my secret - that im not planning to do any of my homework anymore. but maybe, my ever so guai and angelic and cannot-do-anything-wrong conscience will get the better of me, resulting in me sacrificing an episode of Prison Break and Lost each to make my chem worksheets look attempted.

oh, and just for your information, counterpain really does work. and it really is painful, as mentioned in its name. but wah, SO SHIOK :D

life had better start getting better soon.

2008-06-21T09:37:35Z

yesterday was fun. dance till 10. mann, it was xujie's last class. he's really nice. and the juniors ah, tsk. its not like they're us, the sec4s, they make up the majority of the dance group. if they decide not to cooe, the teacher will definitely notice. but anyway, kellie's brilliant plan of taking neoprints at far east after our sinful lunch of kfc did not materialise because the shop moved/closed down/wasn't opened. make me excitied for nothing. hmph.

bused back to school for prom rehearsal. oh man, i miss having the rest of the sec4s around. and my love by justin timberlake is such a sexy song with awesome beats :D and not to mention, spray painted poles black and hats silver.

today's lit mock was better than expected. considering the fact that the last time i touched my mockingbird was when i tabbed it, and my mnd when i uh, wait, i can't remember. yeah. crapped my way through. haha! and it was so funny. cos paper 2 somehow was really long for 1 hr and 20 minutes. i had so much time i was actually stoning. (but then again, i didn't really know how to answer the passage.) then heather and i were laughing throughout the thing. it was so long i actually thought ms teng forgot to tell us that times was up. heh heh. but im reaaally glad its over.

but it kind of proves studying dsnt help much, for me anyway. and people keep reminding me that i don't even have to care anymore. just that i feel really bad.

oh yes, and i find it really interesting how people can just write and write and write. like today, michelle was sitting in front of me for paper 2, and she wrote freaking 4 PAPERS! that's 8 sides! when i only wrote like probably 3 sides in total. and it's not like her handwriting is that much bigger than mine. and i think its quite cool. people like cheryl and michelle. i reall wonder how they can write so much. like just expand and expand, without repeating themselves, which is what i find myself doing, if i try to elongate my essays. boo.

i hope we get a dinner at morton's tonight((((((((((((:

my week was quite interesting. except that..

2008-06-18T14:43:53Z

okok. saturday. ms lee treat to lunch. food and retarded friends should totally come together. heather and i totally devoured max brenner's belugian waffle AND chocolate souffle. :D

sunday. i got dragged down to fort canning to watch colour my life by the oh so sweet matthew. i think it was organised by some ny girls for rainbow something. and guess who decides to show up on stage? marcus! like omg. i actually knew someone performing. haha. yeah, but besides the dancers, it was actually quite good. too bad we couldnt find any macs around for dinner. oops. second time we've compromised dinner.

monday. hf came back. hurr.

TODAY. arrived, oh i don't know, 5 hours late for danielle's birthday cake baking session. i walked in on cheryl(lim) screaming because she accused someone wrongly in cluedo. -.- and cheryl wong's back from beijing! yay! crystal jade for dinner and my mom totally drained out my money by making me buy nydc cakes and ham. at least i can say my taste in cakes is really good because my mom thought that the boo boo cake i got her was banana, and it turns out it wasn't and she loved it. hah. oh, and i think amanda's octopus float is really cute. and im still surprised they didnt go into the pool.

happy belated birthday danielle(:

moooooooooovie!

2008-06-12T12:43:42Z

heehee. i got the sas math placement test to do at home. awesome, i get to cheat :D let's see.

first question:
solve for x: 10-2[2x-3(18-x)]=50-2x

fourth question (and i dont understand what it means!):
f(x)=___ and g(x)=___. so f[g(x)]=?
so is it f(x) times g(x)?

twenty-fifth question:
okay, wth is arctanx?

twenty-ninth question:
its some funny symbol that looks like a capital E. i think it's the limitation thing? must be. ah, i'll just go flip through my textbook.

speaking of textbook, i still have yingyi's amath textbook! :0

and guess what, everyone has to be really proud of me. I FINISHED MY FAT ESSAY ~~which was due one month ago~~. now, on to my themes essay and oh shit, other lit essays. and not to mention the 21st lit test. ugh ugh ugh ugh. :/

im totally falling in love with NLT again, after i found out that adam sevani's the younger brother of one of the members. and i found a really freaking funny video of them being retarded, singing about cologne and screaming how cold it is. oh! and did i mention? all of them have really cool shades. heh heh :D